It crossed from year 2015 to 2016.
A lot of things have changed......
It seems like a good one if you look from outside.
The work place has changed......and now I'm living with my parents again.
Ironically I used to wished that a lot because I don't like staying with relatives but now I actually feel easier when I stayed there without my parents.
I saw an article before about "Things you should do before 35".
Stay out of family.
I kinda wish that...... I know a lot of people out there wish to spend more time with family but I'm the opposite weirdo.
I do hope to live a bit far away from family...... so that I don't have to tell them wherever I go.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just a 7 years old kid for them...... I need more freedom
but I CAN'T TELL......
I have started to pursue degree course since last year.
I'm actually kinda happy to study at KL for like twice every few months.
I like city life.
Ironically I used to think is a happy thing to go KL but my dad wanna follow me everytime I go there.
I have no freedom at all with his guarding there. It's hard for me to go out late to hang out with friends.
Is always torturing to stay in relatives' house.
I don't like it
but I CAN'T TELL......
The relationship status has changed......
But I got a lot of doubting and I'm not as happy as previously.
Ironically I used to be so carefree, so optimistic, so happy......
I have some problems but I don't know who to share with......
Not my mom, is a secret.
Not my friends, they don't really care about that.
Not my BFFs, they have more problems than me.
For them it seems like my problem is actually not a problem at all.
I start to feel like I'm not myself anymore.
I don't really like to share my thought to family and friends.
They say a good relationship make you to be a better person.
Am I choosing the wrong person?
Am I being too inconsiderate?
I'm unhappy
but I CAN'T TELL......
I know is being to too public to confided but blogging is the only way that I can do right now.
You should share more with friends. Maybe your bff. Maybe u think they don't care. But you never know. At least you can express your feeling.
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ReplyDeleteTrying to tell, to communicate, they will understand you, do yourself is very important, it will easily be a lot of fun.
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