So far I haven't meet anyone who is so passionate about his own job.
Either he gets a really high salary, but he is with heavy duty or he is being relax but gets low income or he gets a job but worrying of getting fired.
Well, I know hard works get pay off.
Guess nothing is perfect, it is so true!
Everyone is working for living, we all know without a stable income you can hardly have a comfortable life.
You want to eat good food, you want to buy nice stuffs, you want to travel to places or even if you don't need all these, you still need a shelter and there you need to pay bills.
Some change from this job to another to get better offer, better opportunity but they don't enjoy working.
I wonder those who always say hey be happy everyday, do you really feel happy when you need to go into the workplace that you don't really hate but you don't like either?
I envy those who can turns his passion into a job. Seriously, it's being real cool.
But how many of you get to do that?
I don't mind if I need to work for a long hours if I'm doing something I'm happy with.
What if I'm not a teacher, what would I be?
Sometimes, I think about this. (actually is every years)
Would everything now become so different? Yea, from every single aspects.
But, is a waste of time thinking about it as times don't turn back.
People would tell you to go ahead, chase your dream, quit if you don't like it. Do whatever you like, that's your own life.
I have been thinking about it, I'm not bold enough, I'm living in comfort zone, I can't not taking care about parents' concern. Sometimes, I hope I can be more rebel and have more courage to be more daring but still parents is the barrier that I can't cross over.
Traditional Asian parents are sick, sometimes especially their perspective in independency and financial.
If you are being stubborn, they feel sad and worry, but if you obey them, you get stuck there by yourself and you still need to pretend that it's ok mom and dad.
When you tell them your opinion, they deny all by thinking you're immature and literally you're stupid because they actually wanna live in comfort zone, too.
They can't bear to see their kids fail. That's the point! Failure is disaster for them.
So in the end you think you love your parents by not wanting them to worry about you, you keep quiet and this is the most stupid ever decision.
When can I be set free? As age grows by, you have even less courage to pursue your initial dream and in the end you work on something you not enjoyable until your pension.
Let's see if you have fate in your life. This is a bullshit, I remember an Eurasian told me so.
I got a bit offended when he said so but later on I envy this man who is bold enough to go after his own life. Isn't it true? Why do you need fate? You chase after opportunity, not sitting there and hoping someone comes to help you.
So, what if you have sick traditional minded parents, too? You really need to find something else to make sure you're not tight down by them 100%, at least the other 50% is control by you, that's why you see some people behave differently when they are out of home.
Sigh, sigh, sigh! Not that wanted to spread negative vibes, just when you can't tell them, you gotta write out to vent your emotion so that you'll feel better.
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