F.R.I.E.N.D

Friendship is not a big thing......

Don't get me wrong!
I'm not so selfish.

Because  IT'S A MILLION LITTLE THINGS to build it UP.

Friends play important roles in my life.

I know a lot of people but I don't have much friends to really talk with.

I might really look happy with them but I don't tell them too much stories of mine. Maybe we don't share the same interests.

I believed that there are just some people you can both clicked the first time you met or maybe after some times you mixed around.

I did felt the kinship with a few cuties.

Idk why I knew some people for more than 10 years, used to be very good friends but the friendship is just faded years by years and we don't really talk now.

Is my problem or yours?

I know sometimes I don't talk much. 

But once you're the one I like and you talked something I'm interested with.

I can be crazy, too!

But I can be very quiet if either there is someone I don't like in the group or I've no idea on the topic.

I'm so particular. I can't pretend like others.

This is not good right?

People may think I'm passive. I knew someone said that because you don't know me and I don't really like you that's why I never show you who am I. 

My social circle is so small.

That's why I appreciate every single friends that I will personally watsapp or line with because they are people I really like.
You know who you are. 

Although sometimes I might just let down by some close friends.

I knew they did something not good and they said something not nice.

But, I still appreciate them.

This is what I called friend.

I don't want lose them and I keep giving them chances.

Anyway, someone says it is extremely common for friendship to end simply because two people drift apart as their life circumstances change. In fact, only one in 12 close friendship last over the course of a lifetime.

Okay, is so true!!! And now I understand is not my problem.

So, today is holiday.

Smile wide.

March's suprised.

I never know how to get a beauty box until few weeks ago I saw the Cleo mag. introduced it. Then, I realized C got herself one during last month. After took some advises from her, I'm so excited to get myself one, too.

Out of curiosity, I searched all the beauty boxes on the internet.
Well, there are too much choices. I hate to choose!
But, finally i set my decision. I was about to pay but my debit card is out of credit.

Then, I accidentally clicked on a random blog link and I found this Bag Of Love.
I changed my mind without a minute because the bag looks tempting compare to other boxes. So, I subscribed it.

I was actually wanted to subscribed their second bag but the silly me didn't checked properly and ended up I actually subscribed their debut bag.
So, I guess no more surprise because I already knew what's inside the bag. Arghh!
I sent an message to them ( I guess is MiMi Teh who replied them or? not so sure though ) to request changing one of the product or change my subscription to 2nd bag.

No changing! But, surprisingly she promised to give Murad mask.
I never expected it. Therefore, I'm so looking forward to the bag's arrival.

Oops! I was like typing too much.
Here comes the main point.

This morning I received it, the baby pink box is seriously dented. I pulled out the beauty bag without open the box. Anyway, I didn't bothered about that.

Zip off and wanted to see what's extra inside. End up, I couldn't find the mask. So, kinda disappointed. But, there is one more movie pass. I'm not sure is an extra gift or maybe you accidentally dropped two inside. Haha! Well, I'm still happy to get them.

After that, I was about to throw the Airpak packaging and here comes the surprised!!! There are still something left inside the plastic!
I assumed that the beauty stuffs dropped out because of the box.
I got two packet of Murad exfoliating mask and 8 packs of sample size Lunasol smoothing make up base. I actually wanted to buy make up base but not sure which brand to choose.
I can't wait to share these with my friends!

Yay!!! Now, Happy kid me! 

Thank you, Mi Mi Teh.

Thank you, Bag of Love. So sweet of you!

March is going to end happily and amazingly.
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O.L.D?!

How's the weather in your living place?

Here is terribly hot, 32 Celsius for indoor and this temperature is with the fan blowing whole day and you still sweating.
I can't imagine what if I'm one of those worker who works under the sun......

Last month, I still complaint about the gloomy and whole-day-raining weather.
But now, no more raining, sun is scorching hot!!!
I hate this! And now I prefer a little gloomy weather. Ironic, right?
This is lady's mind.

Last two day, I woke up with menstrual pain and back pain and felt bloated for the whole day.
I never experienced these for the past years. fml.
Now I understand why those ladies can't get up to work or school or do whatsoever things.

What's wrong with me?

Then, I get sick.
Omfg! This is the 3rd times I caught sick within this three months. Really dafuq.
I usually got sickness like only once a year or maybe twice.
But, not as frequent as this year.
Is over frequent! Sick for every month?!
And then my so called boss didn't believed my MC.
Whereas she herself can said her own husband got sick ( but the man is healthy! We considered she cursed her husband. ) as a reason to take medical leave to do her private stuffs during office hours. wtf.

Backed to the topic.
The other problem occured. Most of the kids' skin will have scars after they got bitten by the stupid mosquitoes.
So, you'll see like coin's size marks leaving on their skin.
And the parents always trying to buy skincare products to destroy the fugly scars.
I used to be very proud with my skin on legs and hands because I never face those problem.
But, now!!! I'm having scars after the mosquitoes' bite if I scratched them.
Fainted!

Oh god!! What's happening to my immune system?
I got those symptoms of  menstrual pain and I get sick easily and I got mosquitoes' bite scars.

I'm getting older and unhealthier?
Symptoms of aging?
Consequences of lack doing exercises?
Can I blame the too hot weather?

In the end, I concluded that these should be blaming on my own......
My unhealthy lifestyle.
And my body is showing signals to me.
Oh good you deserved on what you did!

And I wanna blame the radioactive, too.

Amazing month

Is holidays again!
And without your notice March is gong to end. So fast!

So, how have you been in this March?
Another ordinary month?
Well, some amazing things happened!

Colleague's baby is out from her tummy almost two weeks earlier that the predicted due date! Luckily, she didn't went to work that day.
If not...... can you imagine how could you handle a mom that is going to give birth in the office? Everyone must be panic!

She watsapp her baby boy photos to us.
Aawwww!!! He's such a cute angel! I really feel wanted to kiss his pinkish cheek everytime I look at the photos. OK, I almost kissed the phone screen. swt.
This is my first ever time saw a really new born baby. The second day he born to this world.
I can't reveal his pictures here without mommy's permission.
After all, he's just too small.
But, he's superb adorable! Baby's face is smaller than mom's palm.
So small! How can you not love such tiny creature. Cute to the max!

The other great things could be T's brother got married.
Fyi, I knew T for more than 10 years and I knew her bro because I always went T's house when I were in high school. So, practically I knew him for more than 10 years, too though we don't really talk because he is kind of cool.
I got invited to their wedding dinner.

One cool thing during wedding dinner was looking at the video showing this morning the groom when to the bride's house.
And they did Harlem Shake!! Well, we didn't expect they were so hit in the trend.

Should be kind of like high school reunion but too bad some couldn't attend. 

 I'm so in love with her short hair.

 V is so pwetty with her dolly eyes.

Some lovely decorations!

Love is in the air.

And us with the cutie pies.

Look at this American little man! 

Silly face expression.

What's your feeling seeing another couple gets married while you're still single?
Being happy for them and continue enjoy your singlehood.
Think the other bright side, sometimes, married spouse could be envy on you!

And now I'm so looking forward for next week because something gonna surprise me so soon! Ah...... can't wait!

Sayang

I don't really listen to Malay's song but this is just nice!
Literally is an Indonesian song.
I can't believed that I actually replayed it for more than 4 times.

This pretty lady knowns as Shae but her real name is Sheryl Gething.
She's an Australian-Indonesian, pretty uh.
"Sayang" is one of the song in her debut album.
Very playful and cute. ❤


Nights
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