Anger

I know I shouldn't tell the whole world about the negative things of my family member.

But I just really wish to kill him sometimes!

I can't stand this bastard!

Why on earth I got brother with this kind of attitude!

Why other people's brother can be so good but not you??

I'm not hoping you to be good towards me but can you please mind your own manners toward the parents!

You're no longer small kid why your attitude is even worse than a primary student!

Can't you be considerate a bit in front of your family??????

Why can't you be a little bit thoughtful?
Who feed you till this tall!! Who try their best to give you whatever you want!!
You think you got money to spend, you think you got food to eat, you think you got car to drive without them???
You think those money drop from sky?
You live in this house like a King! You think you no need contribute?
Helped in one house chore means you whole year no need do already is it!!!!
Washing a spoon could kill you is it!!!!
This is one of the most ridiculous point I have ever heard.

You watch so much drama those characters never teach you to respect?
Why can't you be nice even just for a week?

You treat people outside so gentle but you act like a bullshit in front of us!

You are such a SHIT!

Girls outside you all just fool by this man! No. Not even a man is a coward!

You never think twice why everyone in the house is hoping you to leave?!
I tolerance with you 7 more months.

If one day I can't control my temper you will die with your facebook account!
I keep quiet not scolding you loudly because I don't want chaos and parents feel sadder.
I know something will damage if we fight.
I feel like the anger choke in my chest.

EVERY YEAR YOU RUINED CNY.
That's why I say we don't celebrate cny...

Random New Year post

Hello buns!
Happy Chinese New Year!
For my family it is nothing difference with other casual days.
I'm not Chinese... No! I'm still Chinese I wanted to experience all those traditions but parents just never teach.

I wore black top during the first day of it but friend is like why are you wearing black......
Then my eyes started to scan around... oppss looks like I'm the only Chinese girl wearing black. whatever la......
( Fyi, Chinese ancestors thought black colour brings bad luck )

Hmmm...... that's why when I was queuing to order drinks someone split the whole cup of coffee just right behind me. Then, from my short till the end of my both legs got coffee stain! Arghh...... I was like shit then I thought "sui" on me that means should brings me lotsa money for this whole year!!! ( sui means money in Cantonese )    
Then now when I blog this I have another thought black colour on CNY really brings bad luck?! wtf.

NOOO!! Only the first thought counted right! Yea.. money and fortune will come to me. $.$ Aiming to travel to country with higher currency this year! Woots!

Start missing my long fringe. 

I look so much different right??

( Aha w/o glasses, drawn eyeliners and lip tint, 

people actually couldn't recognize me even my dad...lol)

Just within a month I change become more soft and gentle. 

My friends often said I looked fierce la, unfriendly la, arrogant la, unkind la...

 if I don't smile. 

Yea... so what!

Fringe do tricks!! Hahahaha. I know good right. 

Everyone said look younger and friendlier.

But I still prefer my previous looked. Fringe grow faster pwease.

I'm right now feel like staying inside an Indian disco! wtfff!!!

Couldn't go out to complain them feel like they will punch us.

So, I shall just scold at here! Annoying Stupid Assholesss Bastards!

Those bunch of people just don't know manners at all! 

Playing songs in highest volume at the playground like nobody business.

Those loud speakers! arghhhhh!! Head going to crack!