So Death

Just realized that there is only one blog post for September seems like this month is just so not happening.
And September is going to end.

Death weekend! So darn boring!
I just can't stand staying here during weekends. I rather go working.
I need holidays to travel, I need to go back home, I need to hang out with friends, I need to dance.
Never been missing Zumba so much until today much because I feel lifeless.
And yet today there are two more instructors, they learnt something new: Jazz & Salsa. Ok...... I know again I missed out some serious fun.
Then, knowing friends hanging out but I couldn't join make me feel like driving back just to meet them. Damn, fml!

Looking forward to October then November.
Gonna be busy for this two month and there will be another death weekend.
But everytime when you drown into a bad situation, you gonna at least find something to smile at.
Yes, at least I can get holidays.
Holidays, something that I can ease myself whenever I feel I gonna die of boredom.

God please grant me patience!!
One more week.... you gonna go home and two more weeks.... you gonna have short holidays!!!!!
And then few more hours you gonna get back to work.

Why on earth happy moments never stay longer and boring moments never go faster. How good if I own a time machine......


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Unexpected

Something that I must blog about!!

First ever time in my whole life, I see something......can I called it ghost?!

Yesterday I was feeling sick for the whole day, kinda moody......

I don't usually feel like that, why on earth ladies have to undergo menstruation. fml.

Then, I laid on the couch picking up my phone and started to scroll on the pictures I took during Mid-autumn Festival.

I didn't get to celebrate mid-autumn festival in my home 

ever since I started to work.

This is the first year.

Although my family don't really celebrate it, (not typical chinese) but I still insisted to buy the lantern and candles.

Okay...... my parents thought I'm too old to play. 

I tried to edit the brightness on this picture and surprisingly I spotted something unusual. 

I looked at the picture for some times, zoom in-out and started to feel kinda creepy.

Interesting now, menstrual pain all gone.

I'm always curious on those creepy weird stuff.

I wanna find out the truth!!

Then, I jumped up and went out to the yard to confirm whether the "object" I taken still at there.

I immediately asked my parents whether they hung anything on the wood frame during the night. Yes, there was a piece of white cloth there, so the mystery of creature's body solved, but how do you explained the face-liked creature?! 

I sent the picture to my friends eagerly needed someone to tell me the answer.

Some said camera lens dirty, unidentified object, asked me don't think about it, delete the picture please, saw nothing's wrong.......what?! impossible! 

I was so disappointed until a few of them replied that they saw the same thing as me.

Well, it seems like people did saw something but dare not to tell me that was a ghost, maybe they afraid that I will be scared or they thought that was something not good to talk about.

Well my parents never believed in ghost! 

Bro insisted that was some unusual creature.

After dinner, dad even tried to do experiment to prove that that's was just a reflection/ illusion came from the lantern we hung on the tree.

Um...... okay..... kinda make sense but bro and me still suspicious on what we see!

So, I purposely meet my friends to discuss about the picture!

When they arrived my house, I heard someone shouted to me :"Hey, we are going for a movie, grab your sweater!" ( we don't need sweater lar )

What?! I thought I wanna talk!

Geez, they dragged me for a movie.

Well, what movie do you expected to watch in last minute, The Lucky Star.

Late for the front part......

Well, unless you are Lee Hom's fan, then it probably makes a good movie for you.

I usually wouldn't pay for this kind of movie.

The story line just way too lame too lame but funny because of it lameness.

Go for the movie if you need laughing pill.

OK, back to my main topic.

One of my friend told me is so common to capture in those "creature" when you take photo of burning object.

So, no big deal la. I'm the only one who put too much attention on it.

I'm just too curious about "ghost".

Conclusion is I might really saw a ghost but just no one can gimme an exact answer or I actually need some scientific explanation to prove me wrong.

I still don't really believe about it.

Anyway, is still some unbelievable thing I captured first ever in my life time.

Nights

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Law of Attraction

Hmm....... it seems like August going to leave so soon.

Again time flies like nobody cares.

Sometimes I just feel like my age doesn't suit my mind. 

Not mature enough?

Being too shallow? or I shall say too simple?

Thinking not deep enough?

Not yet ready for bigger responsibility?

Ok, people who is same age as me already being a mother with few kids.

Whereas I was like I don't even prepare to spare so much love to my partner, I don't even feel like build my own family at this phase. 

How could they so fast ready for motherhood??

Perhaps, I should do some adult-liked stuffs like attending a motivation talk?! reading some inspiration books?! Tryna learn new things!

Not just spending the weekend like typical karaoke/ movie/ dinner/ blow water session.

Well, I did forced myself to complete some book reading tasks.

The thickness of books become the main reason for me to choose them.

Ok, seems like the word "forced" showed immaturity again......

Then I went to a talk about Law of Attraction.

I think this is the first ever talk I attended in my life not forcing by anyone if I am not mistaken.(I lead dream-liked life. No good, no good)

I always have this mindset that seminar / course/ lecture/ talk are boring stuffs for boring people. I wouldn't sit still and pay full attention for hours of talking. 

Apparently, I failed again...... (sleep worm visited me)

Basically, the talk was like telling you you attract what you thought.
And there was this lame but funny joke.
Everyone is the biggest winner since the day you competed with millions of sperms trying to penetrate into the egg and you won!
So, next time when someone tell you that he is a loser please tell him this joke and tell him how could you let down those millions of sperms who trying to live on the earth.
No one is loser!

Nights
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Dream-liked life

Recently I started to realize something.
I tend to forget things that I have done before.
It was like I often thought that I never experience something/ never taste the food/ never visit that place and so on whereas I actually did all those stuffs.

Then, I tell people I don't know about these and that, I never been to here and there, I never said those words to someone......
Or I would say did I went those places with you? or they are just appearing in my dream in some days?
And they will answered :"No, you are not dreaming!!! Is real man! Omg! What's wrong with your brain?! How could you forget that?!"

Ah......fml!
I lead dream-liked life?!
Probably is good for some reasons at least I will not stuck myself into the past unhappy moments.
But sometimes I feel so shitty!

And another thing I learnt talking straight forward equals to hurting someone!!!
I just found out that this attitude of mine actually accidentally hurt a friend.
I already forgot it but he still remembered after years and told my friend about that.
Sorry, I didn't mean to do that and of course I'm glad that he don't mind that anymore.

So, friends sometimes I may hurt you but please don't bear in mind.
I really didn't mean to do so and I never remember those bad words either ( if you consider my straight forward wordings are mean).
Please don't keep in mind or send your words to me from others.
Just lemme know...... and I can do the explanation.

Anyway, just

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Sepang Golden Palm Tree Resort 12。08。13_02

The earliest morning I woke up during the holidays to catch the sunrise.
Apparently, we failed because the bed is too comfy!!!
I actually wanted to buy the pillows.
If I have the chance to go back there, I am sure I will spend one whole afternoon just for sleeping.

Anyway, I still managed to catch ray of sunlight reflected on the villas.

The time was 7 something.

Then we went for the buffet breakfast.

Cheese platter and differences kind of bacon/ham are tempting enough for me.

Yumsss.

Infinity pool just in front of the breakfast place.

After breakfast, here comes the most exciting part. 

That also became one of the main reason I went Sepang.

Sepang extreme park!!! ( not extreme at all )

Spot something behind us?!

Go-kart.

Don't drive slow in the circuit you won't feel the excitement.

Speed up and take over others!

But don't bang into the tyres. LOL.

Woohoo ATV!

I personally feel that quad bike is more fun than go-kart and would be 

more challenging if the trek is more extreme.

But, maybe the trek at Sepang is more suitable for beginners.

Next try will be at Bukit Gambang!

The time not allowed us to try more games.

We actually wanted to go Smiley beach to play water sports. 

Kite stunt, cart sailing, wind surfing and a lot more fun games we all wanted to try so badly.

But we were rushing to check out before 12p.m.

One last group photo before leaving.

Awww...... I miss the bed nao......

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